I'm tired.. I need you now..

I'm Tired

Sometimes, it is better to be kept as a secret. Well, at least ppl don't need to bare the pain of knowing the truth. Today, I heard something that was..how should i put it? Erm..something that is hard to accept. I know it does not concern much about me but hey..I'm a normal human and I've my own feelings. How could this be? You're like my best friend you know? I ain't no 5 year old kid who says "oh..don't want friend you already" and before you know it we're playing together again. Am I just a normal friend to you? What had happen doesn't matter but you should have told me..I mean don't you care about ppl's feelings? I'm sure you know what I mean. It's so unbarable to have known it from somebody else..I really can't take it. I treasure friendship a lot kay..and I don't mind much. It's just my feelings..I'm sorry. What ever it is or what ever is happening, I really hope that you would be happy..or should I say both of you would be happy. I'm praying for you guys. It's been a tought time and I'm tired..I'm tired. I don't wanna talk about it anymore but I just can't get rid of this feeling. Please..just let me forget about you. I want my form 5 to be a happy memory.. Trust takes years to build.. and seconds to break..

Just Another Week In School =)

It was just another week in school, got all of my results back and i'm kinda satisfied with it. At least it's better than the previous one and no C this time..only A and B. Yeah! Besides that, I must say that if you're studying in my class, you'll really hope that your b'day doesn't fall on school days. =p As today was Mahesh's b'day and so we gave him a present - a bag of flour. Haha..right after the teacher had left our class, we took out the flour and poured it unto him. He was so helpless then as we were all surrounding him and he couldn't escape. He was all white in colour after that..lol. Anyway, I just wanna wish you Happy B'day Mahesh! =) Oh, there will be a prefect gathering this Sat. Luckly this year my only job is to have fun. Hehe..

Owh..holiday is coming to an end.. Kinda regret for not joining the food hunt, but was definately glad to have joined the Pesta in Penang. Well..i think it's back to school's life again, though i'm still having holiday mood. =(

Pesta 2010 - Penang

Just came back from Pesta 2010 - Penang. This was the 2nd Pesta I've attended so far and I really like it a lot, especially the foods there..i mean not the food they provide in the canteen but the local food around Penang. Well, here's what we did for the past 6 days. =) We arrived at Penang a day earlier at about 3pm and we quickly settle down and went for a last band practice at the nearby stadium. There was nothing to do on that day so we just spent the time sitting around and chatting. The main events on the first day was the National Drill Competition and the Band Competition. We did not took part in drill but we did enter the band competition. As the day was very hot and we have to save our energies for the night, we didn't watch most of the drill competition. In the evening, we all changed into our uniforms and went to the stadium. After the opening ceremony, it was band competition. We were the first team to compete and i seriously think that we did a great job that night. =) Athough we just got 4th placing but that was not bad for first-timers. At least not last la. Haha.. ><

4th KL!!

On the second day, we all woke up early and had our breakfast. We were then separated into different platoons. After some ice-breaking we had our lunch and then we gathered back into our platoons. There was suppose to be a inter-platoon telematch but because it was raining that time, it was forced to be called off. What to do? Sleep lo.. That night, we all went to watch the Singing & Dancing competition too. The next day, we had our morning service in a nearby hall and then went for our lunch. We then met back in our platoons for Treasure Hunt in the afternoon. It was a hot and sunny day and we had to walk along the town to find our clues, it was very tiring and I didn't really enjoyed it though. But our energies were quickly replenish at night as there was a Fun Fair. there were so many games to play..from push up competition to even PS2 games. I did won some coupons for my platoon but the fact is that I lost more than what I've won. Haha..xD

On the fourth day, we were given the opportunity to explore Penang ourselves. There were 5 different places to explore and I'm on my way to UNESCO..central of Penang. We went in groups and I'm glad to have followed a group of members who were friendly and likes to crap around.

Some fishing village and believe it or not, this was the place where some part of the movie 'Ice Kacang Puppy Love' was shot.

A scenery of Penang taken from the ferry.

Starbucks. Yay!

Some kinda food which they recommended. It was nice btw.. =) That night, all the pesta members marched along Penang in our uniforms and it really shock the ppl around the area. Maybe they haven't seen BB before and there was about 1700 members marching and also bands performing. we marched to Komtar Dome for closing ceremony and after that we went back to our campsite. On the last day, we packed all our stuffs early in the morning but have to wait till around 3pm before our bus arrived. we went out for brunch and just lepak around the campsite. Our bus finally arrived and we took a cold journey back to KL. That was the end of Pesta 2010 and I'm already missing it now. Well, next Pesta will be in JB..till then. =)

Next Stop, Pesta!

Just came back from the pre-pesta band camp today, i'm actually very tired but then sitting in front of the computer makes me feel energetic again. =p It had been the toughest band camp i've ever been to, there's never really been a time to relax for the past 3 days..from band to formations to drill. During our practices, the sun was just above our heads but we still continued. Although we only had 3 days, but we managed to finish our formations..we're still not perfect but at least we are contenders now. 4 days from now and we will be in Penang competing for the band. Can't wait for Pesta man! Well..hope we can come back with something. Oh, do pray for those who are sick..pray that they will recover soon so that everyone will be going to Penang with good health. Till then.. =)

The Reason - Hoobastank

This song is for you.. I'm not a perfect person as many things I wish I didn't do but I continue learning I never meant to do those things to you and so I have to say before I go that I just want you to know I've found a reason for me to change who I used to be a reason to start over new and the reason is you I'm sorry that I hurt you It's something I must live with everyday and all the pain I put you through I wish that I could take it all away and be the one who catches all your tears thats why i need you to hear I've found a resaon for me to change who I used to be a reason to start over new and the reason is you and the reason is you and the reason is you and the reason is you I'm not a perfect person I never meant to do those things to you and so I have to say before I go that I just want you to know I've found a reason for me to change who I used to be a reason to start over new and the reason is you I've found a reason to show a side of me you didn't know a reason for all that I do and the reason is you

Another Day in School

Well, exams over and the only thing to worry about is Teacher's Day which is tomorrow. Went to school today as usual but I did not enter the class for the whole day. Haha.. I spent most of my time in the school's library finishing the teacher's day cards. Half way doing the cards and i'm already starting to feel bored.. so I went to play my frens computer.

Long time didn't play DotA already. xD

Still need to stay back after school to finish up the hall decorations.. which I didn't help out much. =p Hmm.. just hope that everything will be okay tomorrow.

well.. I'll just have to live on with my life.. even without you

Exams over.. Holiday is coming.. I should be feeling happy rite?

这一个月..

我们就能走到这里..虽然只是短短的一个月，可是这一个月，我很开心..我的生活就好像充满了彩色，每一天都过得很有意义。我想说的是..和你在一起的时候是我这几年来最开心的其中一段日子。可是那都已变成回忆了，而我是不会把它们忘掉的。我没后悔过，只是不舍得..但也希望你每天都能开开心心。我不懂要怎样去形容和你在一起的日子，难忘就是啦.. 今天我望着窗口发呆，想起了..泪水在眼里不停地徘徊，真希望这只是一场梦，梦醒了就没事了。可是我知道这是不可能的，你永远都会留在我心里.. 做不了你的男朋友，没关系，可是好朋友还可以吧？=)